You'll always be keen to my mind

There's not day where I'm not thinking about you, a day where you don't cross my mind. I do yearn for you. Not a day goes by where I don't miss you. You've enlightened my mind and warmed my heart. We've shared so many fond memories, I'd kill to live them over again. When I'm down, I replay them in my head over and over again. I miss you, I do. I would do anything to be with you again, hoping you'd feel the same way too. Don't take me wrong, I understand that not all our memories were delightful. But those memories helped to build the strong love that we had. The strong love that we both think of. The love that makes us want to be whole again. I hold you dear to my heart, and close to my soul. Seeing you and not truly being with you makes me feel like everything I do means nothing. Nothing to anyone. That I am indistinguishable to you. You're just so endearing, I do not understand why anyone would look down upon you. But then again I do. Reason being is that you have not and will not open up to anyone. And I'm lucky to see a part of you that took a lingering time to open up. I miss you so. And I can not wait to be with you yet again. I love you.

A matter of time.

And that time is all up to you. The amount you spend, the rate at which you spend it, and the quality of which it turns out to be. Time has been found to be the most valuable thing anyone can spend. But most people take it for granted, as they do with money and such things they treasure dearly. It is very common for people to take for granted the most valuable things they have, that is to say they mistreat the people they love dearly before they would mistreat strangers. I have been pondering about this comportment and came about to this explanation. The justification I have came up with to the best of my knowledge is that to mistreat loved ones is also like playing a game in which the goal is to test the limits. The limits in this "game" is how much cruelty a love one will take, before they will no longer love the other again. The result of overplay is very harmful. Thus saying time should be spent wisely with those you treasure dearly, because they remain alongside you through the obstacles we stumble upon no matter the complexity in which it beholds.