Bring me back to the summer, For I was content.
You had my heart, haven’t felt the same way since.
I miss ways. I miss things. I miss love and most of all I miss you. Bring me back. Back to the way things were and how they used to be. Bring me to the days where I could smile, worry free. Not a single undesirable thought would trickle through my mind, unless it was the thought of losing you of course. Bring me back to the days where I was carefree and my innocence was blithe. Never in a day would I have thought I’d lose you for the most injudicious reasons and decisions. I’m not the kind to have remorse, but I wish I never lost you.
Do I have to explain? Every diminutive detail to the point meant something of value. Every aspect of us was delightful. Ke$ha, 3OH!3, and McDonalds. I told you everyday that , “I better find your lovin’, I better find your heart.” You were one of the only individuals that could actually steer me in the right direction, literally. I never had the desire to just take long walks with anyone ever. Or risk getting in trouble in order to play silly flashlight games throughout the night. I never thought I’d get over the fear of roller coasters. But as long as I was with you the altitude of our love overrode any elevation you could put me on and the strength of your heart overpowered any g-force I feared. And because you were slightly shy, I felt like you completed my overly extrovert-self. I was always excited to wake up in the morning, despite my appearance to see your face whether it was in person or behind a computer screen. I felt so comfortable with you. I got to be myself. There never was anything to hide. I trusted you with everything I had. I’m very thankful for all that you’ve done. I just hope that if you ever read this, you’ll be revitalized. I hope these memories come easy to you. All in all, I just hope you know I still love you.
-- note: things that were stated in the past tense may still be taking action.
Forever more, I'll be walking through these open doors.
