Sometimes there are obstacles.

And they make things a little bit more difficult.
Obstacles aren't set up for failure.
They want you to overcome them.


Lately, I've been quite moody. And somewhat agitated with everyone and everything. But at the end of the day I still have my friends and family. Oh, let's not forget Dylan.

Obstacles are put in front of us to help us. They're there because everyone knows you can hurdle right over it. And if there weren't any hindrances in life then wouldn't life be a bit too easy? Don't expect life to be simple. It doesn't come with directions and no one wins. And if you're expecting to come out alive, then I wish you good luck, because in the end we all die.

Do not set out to look for a perfect person. Where you can share a perfect relationship and everything will be all fine and dandy. Because that's never going to happen. And if you ever come upon a relationship like that then I'm going to tell you now that it's probably the most unhealthy relationship you're going to find. Every relationship has obstacles, complications, and impediments. And the goal is to withstand them. You've got to fight to be together. It's what love is all about. And if you find the fight worth it, I'm fairly sure that you're in love. You cannot give up. Also, do not believe that because you won the last battle that the war is over. You've got many more battles to come. Fighting them together brings you closer.

So the last two weeks have been wonderful. I've met a lot of new people. I've had a lot of fun. I couldn't have asked for anything more. I'm so very glad that James Dylan Napier came into my life. It's great. I'm not saying we're perfect but through my eyes I find our relationship to be quite flawless. And I absolutely love it. He's more than a spectacular boyfriend. It's only been about 2 weeks, and I'm happier than ever. I already love the kid. I mean this is a shocker. You'd think that after everything I've been through I would take the longest time to have those feelings again. I'm not "in love", so don't get me wrong. Do not twist my words. I'm sure that will take a long long long time. But as of right now I'm genuinely blissful.