This is intense.

I'm going crazy, it's insane.
I've got my heart pouring out.
And there's many to blame.
Because I love my life a little too much.
I love the people in it, yeah such and such.
And I love what I've become (:

I've done so much since I last posted. And I feel a little behind. I feel like I've lost a friend, a beloved one at that. And it's a bit upsetting. But, I have regained my composer and I've came to realize who my real friends are. I absolutely love who I've been hanging out with lately. They keep me grounded. I don't usually list names on my blogs, because it's just something that shouldn't be on here. So you all know who you are. I've gone everywhere and back in the last five days. From egging houses to attending Outbreak. Too much in so little time.

My relationship with him has been beyond phenomenal. I love getting to know this kid. I love him unquestionably. He just makes me super happy. I don't think I can make it sound anymore blunt, but it's true. Don't think we're always happy, we're not that perfect. We have those cute fight, I really adore. I absolutely love his family. They're just so welcoming and nice. And I never thought I'd actually get to have a little sister. So now I've got a little brother and a little sister, who I'd like to add is a cheerleader. She's mighty cute boys and again let me add she is ridin' solo. Anyways this is beside the point. I went and watched Dyl wrestle at the Ohio State Fair on Sunday. He makes me nervous and my body gets this rush of uneasiness. But in the end I know he's good.

I've been spending a lot of time with different people lately. It's not that they're new or anything just not people I've usually hung out with a lot before. I'm liking how things are going. I enjoy hanging out with different people. I love life just a little bit more now. This helps me really understand who my true friends are. I'm getting the full grasp of the big picture. Everything is becoming slightly clearer. Like they all say your true friends are the ones that stay when everyone walks out. And as some people have been walking out of my life, more have been coming and I'm not sure if you'd count them as the ones that have stayed or new friends. It's a bit confusing. It's gonna have to be something I fathom upon.

I know this wasn't much of a blog, sorry.
Thank you Taylor Ayers, Shelby Revalee, Hannah Sewell, Taylor Napier, Alexus Jacobs, Corey Crabtree, and whoever else that has been close to me lately.