A New Tradition,
A Brand New Gold,
So Pay Attention (:
I'd like to first start off by saying I dislike my Junior Year Schedule very much. I feel like my classes have the most random people in it. I am in too many classes with Lauren. I have math during my favorite off period, which is fourth if any of you guys wouldn't have guessed already and next year I won't have early release due to yearbook. Blah, I love school, but this is too much. Mr. Cote is a great teacher and all but two whole periods with him is again too much. I have never been so quiet in math ever, till 5th period hit me. I was almost in full dream mode.
Anyways, I'd like to announce that this upcoming Friday is our First Home Football Friday Night. I am beyond excited. I love cheering on our Varsity boys (: They've improved a lot from the end of the year to now. I mean this year is a whole new year full of new tradition. Changes for the better.
So James Dylan and I are still dating. I love him very much and couldn't be any happier. He probably thinks that I'm mad at him 24/7, but it's not anywhere close to that. I am a very complicated person and I hope he understands that. I know a lot of you guys know what I mean. I'm a freakin' girl for crying out loud what do you expect? No I'm not high maintenance, so don't get my wrong. I'm just an extremely complicated person. Until you've really learned my ways you'll probably hate my guts. But I guess I'm trying to say only the good ones stay to really figure me out. If you leave when things get hard, then I know for a fact you won't be there in the end.
I'm going to get off here early, It's 1:30am and I have school in less than 8 hours. Uh-oh.
Goodnight Bloggers (:
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
Your future shines bright.
Your past will always be remembered.
The present won't always go the way you want it to.
Your future on the other hand can be anything your heart desires.
Cheerleading has been nonstop. A lot hard work, dedication, teamwork, and spirit. We have to be physically and mentally in shape. You've got to want to be there. Our football team has been looking very good. And I'm definitely excited for this school year.
You do things you may or may not regret. That's your past. Plan and simple. And the things you have done have led up to be the reasons why you do the things you are doing now. The things you are doing now will one day lead up to be the reason why you do things in the future. You may or may not plan your future out, but just remember that you shape your future. What you do today may determine what you do tomorrow. You never know what the future will hold, because once you get there it will be the present. The present is yesterdays future.
I absolutely love hosting Pee Wee Camp. I enjoy watching little girls do what they love. It's crazy that so many little girls look up to us. We forget this every year until this camp comes around. Good job to the girls who have made it out to this years camp. And excellent job to those who have been coming since year one. Keep up the hard work, because the day you're out there under the Friday Night lights will be right around the corner in no time :)
I'd also like to add that I MISSSSS MY BOYFRIEND x 9868478743926141422 .
The present won't always go the way you want it to.
Your future on the other hand can be anything your heart desires.
Cheerleading has been nonstop. A lot hard work, dedication, teamwork, and spirit. We have to be physically and mentally in shape. You've got to want to be there. Our football team has been looking very good. And I'm definitely excited for this school year.
You do things you may or may not regret. That's your past. Plan and simple. And the things you have done have led up to be the reasons why you do the things you are doing now. The things you are doing now will one day lead up to be the reason why you do things in the future. You may or may not plan your future out, but just remember that you shape your future. What you do today may determine what you do tomorrow. You never know what the future will hold, because once you get there it will be the present. The present is yesterdays future.
I absolutely love hosting Pee Wee Camp. I enjoy watching little girls do what they love. It's crazy that so many little girls look up to us. We forget this every year until this camp comes around. Good job to the girls who have made it out to this years camp. And excellent job to those who have been coming since year one. Keep up the hard work, because the day you're out there under the Friday Night lights will be right around the corner in no time :)
I'd also like to add that I MISSSSS MY BOYFRIEND x 9868478743926141422 .
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
I've lost my mind.
But there's no doubt it's somewhere around here.
I've lost my mind and found it seconds later.
And seconds later I lost it again.
There's no doubt.
I haven't posted in more than a week and It has been driving me crazy. Let me start by saying that my hard drive crashed and I had to wait the whole weekend. So now I have less than a week to get my homework done. And football season is starting up again. And I cannot wait till school. I'm more than excited. But all of this is besides the point.
I keep losing my mind, my sense of control and my ability to think things through. I mean I don't lose it for long, it's less than a second I can assure you. But, the thought of actually losing it so often kind of frightens me. I fall in and out of love in what seems like a blink of an eye. I stumble upon long lost friends. I hangout with people I never thought I'd be friends with and I just have been going back and forth between who I am, who I aspire to be, and who I was. I'm not sure if that makes any sense in your minds but I'm sure you'll understand by the end of this post. I guess you could say who you were lead up to who you currently are and who you currently are leads you to who you aspire to be.
I was a all around excellent student. I was super outgoing, yet timid at the same time. I was the little sister everyone of the boys liked. I could talk to anyone without being misunderstood or misinterpreted for being "flirtatious".
Now, I'm president of the class. I'm still and all round excellent student. I like sports way more. I'm super outgoing and can be super shy at unnecessary times. My mind is always open for new things. I've been taken for the past 4 years it seems like. I absolutely love cheerleading. I hangout with my friends all the time and I keep myself busy.
I'd like to keep being a great student. I'd like to open my mind to new things a bit more. I'd like to experience something new. I want to be a bit more reserved and think about college and my future a bit more also. I want to be more patient and just an overall more mature young lady.
I love this guy. He's cool. We learn a bit more about each other everyday, no lie. I'm not fibbing. We see each other everyday whether its for a second or for 12 hours it seems like. I'm not sure if I'm falling quite yet, because I've learned to keep my walls up for a longer period. I've been known to be a soft person. I take criticism from anyone and I don't lie to hurt peoples feelings, but I do stick up for myself. I'm just not ready to be hurt again. Not that I think he'll hurt me or anything. I'm just not very sure of myself. I'm quite indecisive. I guess we'll just have to keep going. Only the future holds the truth. I know I'll be losing my mind a lot soon.
School is starting up in less than 2 weeks (: I am so beyond excited. I guess you can say I'm "geeked". I cannot wait. I am a huge nerd. I love school. Being the president makes it even more better. I love the environment, I just love everything about it. It's wonderful. I should stop talking about it, before I get too worked up.
I've lost my mind and found it seconds later.
And seconds later I lost it again.
There's no doubt.
I haven't posted in more than a week and It has been driving me crazy. Let me start by saying that my hard drive crashed and I had to wait the whole weekend. So now I have less than a week to get my homework done. And football season is starting up again. And I cannot wait till school. I'm more than excited. But all of this is besides the point.
I keep losing my mind, my sense of control and my ability to think things through. I mean I don't lose it for long, it's less than a second I can assure you. But, the thought of actually losing it so often kind of frightens me. I fall in and out of love in what seems like a blink of an eye. I stumble upon long lost friends. I hangout with people I never thought I'd be friends with and I just have been going back and forth between who I am, who I aspire to be, and who I was. I'm not sure if that makes any sense in your minds but I'm sure you'll understand by the end of this post. I guess you could say who you were lead up to who you currently are and who you currently are leads you to who you aspire to be.
I was a all around excellent student. I was super outgoing, yet timid at the same time. I was the little sister everyone of the boys liked. I could talk to anyone without being misunderstood or misinterpreted for being "flirtatious".
Now, I'm president of the class. I'm still and all round excellent student. I like sports way more. I'm super outgoing and can be super shy at unnecessary times. My mind is always open for new things. I've been taken for the past 4 years it seems like. I absolutely love cheerleading. I hangout with my friends all the time and I keep myself busy.
I'd like to keep being a great student. I'd like to open my mind to new things a bit more. I'd like to experience something new. I want to be a bit more reserved and think about college and my future a bit more also. I want to be more patient and just an overall more mature young lady.
I love this guy. He's cool. We learn a bit more about each other everyday, no lie. I'm not fibbing. We see each other everyday whether its for a second or for 12 hours it seems like. I'm not sure if I'm falling quite yet, because I've learned to keep my walls up for a longer period. I've been known to be a soft person. I take criticism from anyone and I don't lie to hurt peoples feelings, but I do stick up for myself. I'm just not ready to be hurt again. Not that I think he'll hurt me or anything. I'm just not very sure of myself. I'm quite indecisive. I guess we'll just have to keep going. Only the future holds the truth. I know I'll be losing my mind a lot soon.
School is starting up in less than 2 weeks (: I am so beyond excited. I guess you can say I'm "geeked". I cannot wait. I am a huge nerd. I love school. Being the president makes it even more better. I love the environment, I just love everything about it. It's wonderful. I should stop talking about it, before I get too worked up.
Monday, August 2, 2010
This is intense.
I'm going crazy, it's insane.
I've got my heart pouring out.
And there's many to blame.
Because I love my life a little too much.
I love the people in it, yeah such and such.
And I love what I've become (:
I've done so much since I last posted. And I feel a little behind. I feel like I've lost a friend, a beloved one at that. And it's a bit upsetting. But, I have regained my composer and I've came to realize who my real friends are. I absolutely love who I've been hanging out with lately. They keep me grounded. I don't usually list names on my blogs, because it's just something that shouldn't be on here. So you all know who you are. I've gone everywhere and back in the last five days. From egging houses to attending Outbreak. Too much in so little time.
My relationship with him has been beyond phenomenal. I love getting to know this kid. I love him unquestionably. He just makes me super happy. I don't think I can make it sound anymore blunt, but it's true. Don't think we're always happy, we're not that perfect. We have those cute fight, I really adore. I absolutely love his family. They're just so welcoming and nice. And I never thought I'd actually get to have a little sister. So now I've got a little brother and a little sister, who I'd like to add is a cheerleader. She's mighty cute boys and again let me add she is ridin' solo. Anyways this is beside the point. I went and watched Dyl wrestle at the Ohio State Fair on Sunday. He makes me nervous and my body gets this rush of uneasiness. But in the end I know he's good.
I've been spending a lot of time with different people lately. It's not that they're new or anything just not people I've usually hung out with a lot before. I'm liking how things are going. I enjoy hanging out with different people. I love life just a little bit more now. This helps me really understand who my true friends are. I'm getting the full grasp of the big picture. Everything is becoming slightly clearer. Like they all say your true friends are the ones that stay when everyone walks out. And as some people have been walking out of my life, more have been coming and I'm not sure if you'd count them as the ones that have stayed or new friends. It's a bit confusing. It's gonna have to be something I fathom upon.
I know this wasn't much of a blog, sorry.
Thank you Taylor Ayers, Shelby Revalee, Hannah Sewell, Taylor Napier, Alexus Jacobs, Corey Crabtree, and whoever else that has been close to me lately.
I've got my heart pouring out.
And there's many to blame.
Because I love my life a little too much.
I love the people in it, yeah such and such.
And I love what I've become (:
I've done so much since I last posted. And I feel a little behind. I feel like I've lost a friend, a beloved one at that. And it's a bit upsetting. But, I have regained my composer and I've came to realize who my real friends are. I absolutely love who I've been hanging out with lately. They keep me grounded. I don't usually list names on my blogs, because it's just something that shouldn't be on here. So you all know who you are. I've gone everywhere and back in the last five days. From egging houses to attending Outbreak. Too much in so little time.
My relationship with him has been beyond phenomenal. I love getting to know this kid. I love him unquestionably. He just makes me super happy. I don't think I can make it sound anymore blunt, but it's true. Don't think we're always happy, we're not that perfect. We have those cute fight, I really adore. I absolutely love his family. They're just so welcoming and nice. And I never thought I'd actually get to have a little sister. So now I've got a little brother and a little sister, who I'd like to add is a cheerleader. She's mighty cute boys and again let me add she is ridin' solo. Anyways this is beside the point. I went and watched Dyl wrestle at the Ohio State Fair on Sunday. He makes me nervous and my body gets this rush of uneasiness. But in the end I know he's good.
I've been spending a lot of time with different people lately. It's not that they're new or anything just not people I've usually hung out with a lot before. I'm liking how things are going. I enjoy hanging out with different people. I love life just a little bit more now. This helps me really understand who my true friends are. I'm getting the full grasp of the big picture. Everything is becoming slightly clearer. Like they all say your true friends are the ones that stay when everyone walks out. And as some people have been walking out of my life, more have been coming and I'm not sure if you'd count them as the ones that have stayed or new friends. It's a bit confusing. It's gonna have to be something I fathom upon.
I know this wasn't much of a blog, sorry.
Thank you Taylor Ayers, Shelby Revalee, Hannah Sewell, Taylor Napier, Alexus Jacobs, Corey Crabtree, and whoever else that has been close to me lately.
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