I aspire to defeat that lion.

Someday, somewhere, somehow.
God will be by my side, he shall help me.
I will not let anything get in my way.
I will defeat those lions.
No one will stop me.

Lately, I've been pondering about something, someone. Not just some miscellaneous thing. Just, a lot about him. Everyone has doubtlessly thought that I was done concerning myself with him. Well, perhaps that was my objective. Perhaps, I wanted everyone to believe I was through with my "old" relationship. Maybe, I just wanted people to get off my back. Of course I wasn't through with what I had. Certainly I wanted to carry on with everything we had, the relationship. All my friends believe that I'm doing the most unethical thing imaginable. But then again they do understand what I'm getting at. If you fall in love it takes a lot to just let go. You have to be insensitive. It takes a lot to fall in love and its going to take twice as much emotion, feeling, and power to get back up again. Just because you're falling doesn't mean you ever have to get back up. Is it okay for one person to have fallen in love for so long and the other person to have yet to do so? I'm not sure. I'm too naive to know things about this matter. But, I am sure that I am doing the right thing right now. I miss him so much. I just want to be with him and be his. It's all i want. He's all I wish for.