Summer time.

Is finally here.
It's June twenty first, the start of summer.

The only reason why I knew this is because winter starts on the twenty first of December. And that date is also a very important date. Five days till my favorite day of the year. I know selfish as it sounds, it's my favorite. But if this day never happened then I wouldn't be able to be selfish would I? I will be sixteen on June 26. I am so thrilled. I'm feeling uneasy about my party. I kind of want to just cancel all of it, but I'm pretty sure that would be quite rude. I'm just going to go on with it. I know of course that I'll be on my best behavior. It would be very distasteful of me to be acting in an unladylike manner. Plus, God will be watching over me and I would not like to disappoint him. I've been really good lately and I am loving it ever so much. I've just missed him a lot. That's the only downfall. I will start to be happy again and then everything just starts crashing. It's not a bad thing that he's on my mind. It's a bad thing that I care for him so much when he may or may not like me at all. It's okay. See, this post was supposed to be about summer. Anyways, I'm pretty sure this summer is going to be full of practices. I doubt that I'm going on vacation. I have two cheerleading camps in the trans from June to July. And I have youth soccer camp at the end of July. I also have youth cheerleading camp in mid August. I'm excited. I'll post later. I need to think about things for a little while.